Dalam Kenangan

Nampaknya semestaku belum berdamai dengan masa lalu. Masih ada hal-hal kecil yang membuatnya terbunuh ketika setitik kenangan menyentuh. Akhirnya dengan berbesar hati, ia takluk. Menikmati kekalahan dengan jutaan rasa dalam sanubari. Mengukir asa. Mengeja rindu.

ketika sadar yang kedua terjadi tepat setahun setelah yang pertama.

Rindu

Missing much more than you did Bakpo :'D



*Bakpo: sahabat  yang paling tak terlupakan <3

The Story of Us

It's awkward when you realized a song told your story almost perfectly..

THE STORY OF US - TAYLOR SWIFT

I used to think that one day we'd tell the story of us,
And how we met
And how the sparks flew instantly
And people would say they're the lucky ones

I used to know my place was the spot next to you,
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat
Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on

Oh, a simple complication,
Miscommunications lead to a fallout,

So many things that I wish you knew

So many walls up, I can't break through

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah

And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate,
When it all broke down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now

Next chapter

How did we end up this way?

See me nervously pulling at my clothes

And trying to look busy

And you're doing your best to avoid me

I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here

But you held your pride like you should have held me

Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,

Why are we pretending this is nothing?

I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how

I've never heard silence quite this loud.

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah

And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate,
When it all broke down

And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now

This is looking like a contest

Of who can act like they care less
But I liked it better when you were on my side

The battle's in your hands now
But I would lay my armor down
If you said you'd rather love than fight

So many things that you wish I knew

But the story of us might be ending soon

Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah

And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate
When it all broke down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now
Now, now, now

And were not speaking,
And I'm dying to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?

And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate,
'Cause were going down
And the story of us
Looks a lot like a tragedy now

The End


*lyrics adapted from: lyricsalls.blogspot.com

May 14th

Ketika aku hampir berhasil,

 selalu ada hal kecil yang membuatku tunduk; mengingatnya kembali. 

Nampaknya semesta ini masih mencintai siklus seperti itu.

Lima Mei

Sabtu yang kubenci sekaligus Sabtu yang paling menjadi favoritku adalah
Sabtu dimana tiga serangkai yang kusebut sahabatku
memaksaku memberikan kertas-kertas putih 22x36 cm
pada kamu yang meminta.

Dan hari ini aku mengenang setahun setelah hari itu.

2 Mei Satu tahun lalu

Bahagia bisa bebas melihat seseorang muncul dengan penampilan terbaiknya,

kamu